the benefits of journaling

It's kinda nice having a space to share everything I can think of, sometimes writing tires me out. I also feel I can think better when I write on a keyboard.
My therapist always asks me if I'm keeping a journal and that question always annoys me. If that was working I wouldn't be paying her. I'm just a rambler.
But I understand how beneficial it is. I don't feel the need to talk so much with people. I also can analyze situations more clearly than just thinking about it. I can have a better tracker for important entries. Honestly finding dreamwith has been amazing. But I feel I don't have the time to write as much as I want to and currently I don't even think I have anything to write about. Nothing really interesting happens other than my dates with K. That's been my only sourse of happines lately and what fills me with joy. I never saw myself with a boyfriend, let alone someone as perfect as him. I know I'm constantly saying how lucky I am to have him but this was never on my plans. And my experience, although very minimal, hasn't been the best. He fills me with warmth and I feel all fuzzy thanks to him. Even at this distance he's still present and he just brings me peace. I can't believe how much I love him.