After so many weeks (dare I say months?) he has returned. Initialy it was a conversation when we ran into each other during a meeting at the break room. I had just arrived and he followed shortly after and went to directly to me after leaving his stuff. I don't even remember what we talked about because I was so confused as to why he was talking to me as if everything was okay when I made it very clear I don't want to socialize with him. He also ran into me during the break that day and after we exchange a few words I went my own wa and ignored him the rest.
I tried to keep my distance because I really had no energy for a couple of weeks. I've been sleeping horrible. I was not even in the mood for my teammates, people I actually enjoy. I could feel him watching me and he tried to make conversation a few times but thanfully it was while I was clocked out so I have no obligation to speak to him. I ignore him most of the time.
But just last week he caught me ending my shift. I finished my work for the day and was literally just helping the rest of my team because I had about twenty minutes before I could go. My team manager asked me to help another team out before I left and I accepted. Yogi has been transfered from that area, but his new area it's still right next to it. I didn't even made it five minutes before he arrived.
I was busy because I was not given a light task to compleate in fifteen minutes and I was not staying after my shift to finish anything. I was extreamly tired. So I was not making that much conversation with him, he was saying the same things as everyone, how I he didn't see him at work anymore and I was never assigned to his area. Around ten minutes after another manager arrived and asked him to do something, I never seen her before but she was talking to my team manager shortly after and I was recently told by another coworker that security watches specific employees managers have told them to keep an out. They call them to let them know and that's why they appear at times coincidentially. But of course, five minutes later he was back at my side. And I moved and literally moved from that area to one he had no bussiness being in. That means he knowingly searched for me. He said he wanted to help me finish the work but I threw the towel and said the team would have to finish this one.
He kept following me even after I said goodbye. And I mean, he literally said goodbye, walked in the oppisite direction of me, towards the exit, while I walked towards the back to return my equiptment to the office and pick up my stuff and after I checked in with my manager and updated him about the status of my task, he appeared asking me why I hand't left already. This was in the back rooms where he had no bussiness being unless he's been given a specific task or is part of the teams of that area. Like mine. There was no reason for him to be there. He went out of his way to enter our space for what?
So I said my goodbye again, went to pick up my stuff and called K to tell him about it. Hopefully if he saw me talking on the phone he would get the hint. He tried to talk to me and I gave him a generic response because I didn't hear what he said. K told me to be frank, but I have been. I've told me he sresses me out, we are not friends and I don't like talking to him so I would appreciate if he kept his distance. I thought he got it. I don't understand what happend and why he feels like he can just talk to me everytime I'm around his area. That's literally not a sign that I'm open for friendships. I still don't want to talk to him. We still just work in the same place. Nothing has changed. And I think there's something seriously messed up with that mindset of his. It's like he doesn't understand rejection. Once I've made up my mind of someone, it's very hard for that to change.
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