General Update

Jul. 20th, 2025 02:45 pm
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Howdy, y'all! I have been home for about three weeks and will be here for another four weeks, then I'll head back to Shanghai. The school year was rocky, although not nearly as bad as Clown School. However, it's not a place I see myself staying long term, which means when I get back, I'll start looking for jobs again. I really really want to be in an international school again, and I REALLY want to stay in Shanghai. It's an amazing city, and I plan to spend a lot more time feeding my soul next year instead of giving so much of myself to work.


That said, I am taking a summer class on using sketch notes in the classroom (credits toward recertification), and I'm excited to try those out in class next year.


I took a road trip to the Oregon Coast with my bestie. We spent a little time in Portland (hello Powell's!) and then drove up and down between Tillamook and Newport, poking around. I added a bunch of birds to my life list. I didn't get great pictures, alas, but I'm not really interested in investing in photography at this point. I am, however, determined to get some binoculars that work with my glasses. It was frustrating to see eagles and hawks soaring but not be able to really identify them. (Or to see some sort of sandpiper scuttle away as I squinted at it.)


On the subject of birds, I started my life list officially a few years ago, and I decided I would add birds as I saw them from the date I decided to start the list. So even though I have seen golden eagles, for example, I wasn't going to add them to my list officially until I saw them again. It's encouraged me to keep my eyes open and observe familiar places with fresh eyes. We saw a bald eagle as we were driving away from Cape Meares -- I said, "Holy shit! A bald eagle!" and made Erin pull over so I could take a pic. My favorite new-to-me birds from this trip are: white-crowned sparrow, pigeon guillemot, Brandt's cormorant, common murre, and a chestnut-backed chickadee. The rangers at the Yaquina Head Lighthouse were very helpful pointing out the birds that were hanging out nearby. I also saw a great blue heron walking along the tidepools and successfully spear a fish. It was really neat! A fellow tourist asked if I had seen the puffins yet, and I said no! She said she heard there were some at Cannon Beach, which was too far north for our plans, so alas, puffins remain unobserved.


Like many people, I am super into K-Pop Demon Hunters, so Erin and I listened to the soundtrack a lot on the drive. I also introduced her to Six and Hadestown.


On the subject of musicals and theater and art, one of my goals for next year (as a teacher, I view life in terms of school years) is to take advantage of the art scene in Shanghai more than I did last year. I plan to ask our drama teacher about plays, but I also happened to see ads for a production of Matthew Bourne's Swan Lake and a production of a Macbeth musical called Lady M and I went ahead and booked tickets for myself for each show, so I have that to look forward to. Mom and I are going to see Alison Krauss and Union Station in concert next week, and then right before I go back to China, we'll go see the Idaho Shakespeare Festival's production of Dial M for Murder. (ISF has really moved away from Shakespeare over the last few years. They only had one Shakespeare play this season, way back in May. They should probably change their name to something like the Theater Festival, but ISF is a beloved brand, so they probably won't.)


Oh, I also watched The Residence, taking advantage of Mom's Netflix subscription, and I really enjoyed it. I would watch many more series or movies with Cordelia Cupp!


Alright, that's it for now. I'm going to lie down in my cool bedroom and either knit or read (lbr I'll probably nap). I hope you all are well!

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It's Sunday morning, and I feel like I was beaten by a shoe. I just popped some ibuprofen, but lets face it, they're not miracle workers. We're in Philly, coming off our second Ghost concert and getting ready for brunch with friends. Okay, mostly I'm sitting here mainlining the coffee. The room has a netspresso machine, and I've gotta say, it's not bad. I'm actually kind of digging it.

Yesterday was a good day. I got up, did my work. I was on admin duties, which means that I was going through the faxes and emails and scanning orders. There was enough that for about an hour I was busy. After that, I took a few calls, had breakfast, it was quiet enough that I was just kind of chilling for most of it. Combined with the OT from last week and next week, I will have paid off either the hotel or the tickets, so yay!

After that, we got ourselves together and headed out. Traffic was a little slow in places, but we pulled up to the hotel/casino right at 2:35pm, and they were kind enough to check us in a few minutes early. After that, it was down to the casino to find a late lunch/early dinner at the Pan Asian restaurant, Luk Fu.

Despite the concept, the food was pretty good. Jess had Char Siu, and had the Korean Short Ribs. Both were excellent as was the lychee cheesecake we finished with.

Then it was back to the room to prepare ourselves for the ritual (that's what Ghost calls their concerts). I went full slutty goth queen, complete with nuns veil. (the veil didn't stay, because I took it off to get on the hotel-provided shuttle bus.)

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The boots turned out to be a less than good choice on my part, but I looked pretty good in the fishnets and skirt.

Once we were all ready, we hopped the shuttle bus to the venue and stood in line for an hour and a half. The sun came out and we roasted. But I had fun in line, passing out the bead bracelets I'd made. People got so excited about it! Some traded, but I was passing them out to anyone who wanted them.

I had thirty two bracelets, plus three that were kid sized. Despite the whole Satanic Pope thing, Ghost is a good band for kids. Very theatrical and fairly tame. Sure they're going to be singing what amounts to Satanic choir music, but there won't be profanity or violence or any disparaging of women. It's a safe introduction to metal for them.

The kids bracelets were my favorite to hand out. One went past me, and I offered her a bracelet and she lit up and traded me one. The other two, just as we started moving towards the entrance, there were a couple of girls, and I went up and asked their mother if I could give them bracelets. She agreed, and good lord, for some elastic and plastic beads, they were so happy. The older one told me it was her new favorite piece of jewlery. The people in the line were super cool and super chill.

Eventually we got inside, and found our seats. They were 12 rows up, right beside the stage. They were amazing.

The concert was wonderful. Ghost has a no-phones policy--when you go in, your phone gets secured in a Yondr pouch, so there's no video or audio of the performances. It's just you, and the connection with the band. I fucking loved it both times. No screens blocking your view of the performers, or bright lights facing back at you. Just you and the band and Papa Perpetua V.

It's funny, out of makeup, the singer comes across as a slightly awkward dork. But he puts on the makeup and mask, and boom. He's still a dork, but a magnetic one. Like a tiny powerhouse who just owns the stage. (Good lord, he tiny. His thigh is probably smaller than my upper arm.)

The music was amazing, though again, there were a few songs I didn't know well and one I had never heard at all. The boots started to kill my back, so I sat down for a few of the songs I didn't know and got up for the ones I did. The sets were amazing, more so since I could see them, and they sounded great.

After that, we got a cab back to the hotel, and changed into comfy clothes, and then wandered the casino floor in search of cheesesteaks. Then, we ate and crashed.

All in all, a good and sucessful day. Soon we will go meet up with [personal profile] poisontaster and chaneen. Everyone have an amazing Sunday!

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Jul. 19th, 2025 06:27 am
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I did not originally plan on brunifying Princess Toadstool/Peach; compared to Paula and Natalie, I had figured she has been too consistently blonde in game and illustration alike in too big a franchise to possibly brunify now without alienating too many people from my planned YouTube playthroughs of Super Mario RPG and Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door.

The other day, I discovered that even outside of original-NES graphical limitations, her hair was in fact brown in the Japanese cover art for Super Mario Bros. 1 and 2, along with at least one other official image of 1. With various enemies also being colored differently, and Bowser himself having a slightly different design, the thought assimilating those in question to such images seemed like an interesting context to put Brunstool into.

Looked into LazyShell yesterday, and it turns out that the character graphics from Super Mario RPG's opening cutscene, factory entry cutscene, and "Thank you" shot in the ending are hardcoded. Even if I were to write Bowser off, especially with at least four views of Bowser's visage underneath his castle (one thankfully accessible through LS), I did manage to brunify all of Toadstool's other graphics, which use different, mostly identical palettes (unlike in Earthbound, there are hundreds in all, including some unused), and really, deviating from canon is sort of a point of ROMhacking. (Yellow covers both her hair and Bowser's snout and hands in the clowncopter graphic above his castle, so I was limited to the two browns used for the sack Toadstool is stuffed in as a template for all other LS-accessible graphics.)

So far, someone on Discord has recommended Lunar Compress to seek the remaining three depictions through, but I have just had some trouble actually utilizing it through a command prompt. Waiting to hear back about that.
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It's Ghost Concert #2 day and I'm super excited. I can't wait to go forth and have a good time. First, though, work.

I did my fit test and makeup test. I wasn't 100% thrilled with the makeup, so I didn't take pictures. I'm will have Jess take some tonight, though. I decided on the vampire palette of reds and blacks and silvers for the eye makeup. I really had problems with the eyeliner. If I can't get the liquid liner to work, I'll go to the dark blue one. That seems to go on super well.

We decided that we're going to check in around 3, and then hopefully go to Luk Fu at the hotel for dinner at 3:30pm. After that, we shall go get ready, and hop the shuttle to the concert. I'm not planning on getting there super early, since we have seated tickets and we're not VIP. You can't get in til 6:30PM.

Yesterday was busy. I took 39 calls, and spent most of the afternoon calling people back to offer sooner appts/and or putting out fires. I've still got a few people to call to try to reschedule after one of our doctors decided to be out of the office when patients were scheduled. So, we're moving the patients that week. That's my project today.

Then we had dinner and took Yoda out for a nice walk. He's still behaving weirdly post 4th of July. He won't go outside without me along with. I'm his safety mama. It's annoying, but he was really traumitized by that and the car alarm beeping. I feel bad for him, because I'm not able to go long distances, so he's getting comparatively short walks.

I hadn't posted because I needed a couple of days to digest, but on the bloodwork from his vet appointment on Monday, Yoda's liver values weren't great. The function was fine, but he showed a lot of a ALT (I think). The doctor thinks it might indicate Cushing's Disease. He wants to watch and retest in 6 months. If it goes up again, we'll do more labs. If it's Cushing's, then he has a 2-4 year life expectancy. Which makes me sad. As much as he drives me crazy, I do love him very much.

Nothing we can do for now, though.

I wish we could do Philly for a couple of days, but alas. Overnight will have to do. Tomorrow, we shall go to lunch with our friends Chaneen and [personal profile] poisontaster, which will be awesome, then homewards bound.

Hopefully the Live casino is nice, and the shuttle runs frequently.

Okay, on that note, I've got a little bit of packing to do! Everyone have the best Saturday!

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Jul. 18th, 2025 08:43 am
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Yesterday's shift was scheduled to end at 3. Mom asked me early on if I'd like to go to the beach when she comes to pick me up.

I eventually took her up in order to get dinner and dessert there.

Got another double buffalo burger and stadium pretzel, but got a canned horchata nitro cold brew for my drink this time. For dessert, I ordered a cup of cotton candy ice cream with gummy bears, but it was nothing like what I ordered last year at Dairy Queen; it was a light blue instead, didn't contain any sugar crystals, and tasted somewhat plain.

Made my way back to Mom afterwards, and decided this time to dip my feet in the water before we left; didn't bother having an actual swim with my ankle still in pain as before (been neglecting to ice it lately).
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Happy Friday! We're almost there! I'm a little sleepy today, but overall good. Today (and tomorrow) is for getting through the day so we can begin our little weekend adventure.

Yesterday was a busy day. First we dyed Jess' hair. They wanted a dark blue, but they left the dye on a little long, so it ended up being more of a blue/black. It looks super cool, now, and I'm sure it'll turn great colors as it fades. Not to be outdone, I ordered hair dye. The box showed it as blood red, but the final product was a little less blood and more fire. Despite that, I like it.



The the Torrid came late, so I didn't get to do a fit check, so that will be today. I've got two possible outfits, so we'll see which looks best.

My eyeshadow palette came early enough that I did an eye makeup test yesterday, but today I'll do the full test, with foundation and color correction. Plus, I had an idea for the eye makeup that I want to try. Pictures tomorrow. I fucking love this palette. It's De'Lancie Warcraft red and black. It's gorgeous and heavily pigmented. I'm at the point that I want my makeup to show up on my face. Especially behind glasses. I don't want to look natural. I want to look like I'm wearing eyeshadow, dammit.

Fortunately, the demanding patient called the main line and ended up escalating to management. So that's off my plate. Instead, I had really sweet old ladies yesterday. Which was a nice change.

Tonight, I shall pull out the suitcase and get ready for Philly. I've got a few products that I definitely need to bring, but I'm going to wait for the makeup test tonight before I lock it all in.

Tomorrow, I'm on Admin duty, which just means that I won't be on the phones as much. I'm okay with that. I'll be scanning orders from the fax and email box, and only handling overflow calls if needed.

Then, it will be off to the City of Brotherly Love for a whirlwind visit. I'm hoping to get in right around check in, and take a few minutes to relax. Then, get ready and off to the concert. There's a Phillies game at 6, so I'm hoping the shuttle bus is as good as the hotel says it is. We'll have to get down there early, just in case there's a line.

I have one more thing to get here today, since it looks like my nail polish is not making it in time. That's a purple purse that's a little bit bigger than what I have, because the Yondr pouch they secure your phone in is a little bit bigger than the purse I normally use.

And on that note, it's time to get ready for the day. Everyone have a wonderful Friday!

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Jul. 17th, 2025 08:47 am
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There's this phenomenon I have experienced for decades that I'm pretty sure I've never talked about before, because I've never really known how to explain it, and I keep forgetting about it, but I've always wondered if others have it or not. So I finally thought I'd take a stab at describing it.

See, when it's time for me to eat something, and it's been a while since I had something to eat, like a few hours, and I take my initial bite, quite frequently I'll take a bite and have this reaction that's deeply uncomfortable. It's not pain... it's like... it's like if an orgasm could be a negative experience, or even just an uncomfortable experience. There's an intensity, and shivering or shuddering and it roots me to the spot. It lasts a few seconds, and during that time I can't take any other bites because I can't really move until it's over with. Then it's over with, and I go on eating.

It doesn't happen every time or with every food, either. If there's a pattern to its comings and goings, I have yet to find one, beyond what I described above. Oh and I think it's only ever with food, not with drinks, but with the way it slips out of my memory so soon after it happens usually, I can't be sure.
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Two and a half days to go in the work week. On the plus side, I found that I'm on Admin duties on Saturday, which just means scanning faxes and emails into the charts, which is nice. I won't have to take many calls, which will be much easier. First two days of actual work.

I have basically become concierge appt setter for this one person, and OMG, I dislike them so much. I called the other day, because the appt got cancelled because it wasnt' authorized. Now it's been authorized, and they seem to feel that we should be able to magically get them back in at the date and time they want. They're very fond of telling themself to take deep breaths, the implied reason being that otherwise they'll lose their shit at me. I'm going to call them one more time. but after that, it's over. If they don't want either of the slots I've got, they can get fucked.

My shit, of course, did not come yesterday. According to UPS, it got there too late. So I'll be doing laundry either later tonight, or first thing tomorrow. Ugh. I one hundred. percent understand that weather delays happen, but I want my stuff!

The rest of the stuff for the concert continues apace. I've got a bunch of bracelets, so we'll see if people will want them. There's a bit of a gatekeeping situation with Ghost. Some of the hardcore older fans think the new fans are goofy and "the reason no one takes Ghost seriously." It's like, my dude, the *band* doesn't take themselves seriously. They encourage the costumes and bead trading and all that. They're happy when their fans are having fun. And being a douchey gatekeeping asshole doesn't seem that fun. On the other hand, with my nuns veil and bracelets, I'm happy as hell. I'm hoping to get a little Mummy Dust, which is faux Satanic Pope dollars (so serious), but we're probably out of the section for it. So I will possibly get the batwing hoodie, and call it a day.

On the plus side, my boots fit. I've been wearing them around the house to break them in. Hopefully, it's enough that I don't get blisters, but we'll deal either way.

I've become a bit of a fan of Londontown Lakur nail polish. The colors are vivid and long lasting, and they go on super smooth. I'm waiting for my next one to come. IT's called around the chimney and it's darkest brown with red flicks of holo.

As you can tell, not much going on over here. I've updated my wardrobe a bit, went on a makeup binge, and now I prepare for concert.

And on that note, I'm going to go put on pants. Everyone have an outstanding Thursday!
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I keep going back and forth between Aokabu and Deltarune thoughts, I want to think about both of them and it's hard to balance them! Then out of nowhere yesterday, I woke up with a few lines in my head for this scene in Vargas I've been stuck on for years. I started it back before I hurt my arm in like, 2021, and I've chipped at it occasionally but it'd mostly been sitting there mocking me.

I should've drawn something, but I figured I'd have to ride the inspiration as long as it was there. Just get the ball rolling. I ended up banging out like 11k in one sitting. IT FELT GREAT.

I got through the scene and it played out a bit differently than I expected. I have a lot of scraps of scenes in that file I played out and didn't use, or hadn't found a place for, or wanted to get down a certain turn of phrase, and a bunch of them don't work anymore now. There are still some other scraps I'd like to work into it... and it's just a first draft, but still! I got a good chunk into the next scene too, although it went in a totally different direction than I planned. I'm trying to think of a good stopping point for it. It'd be amazing to finally get a whole draft done for the chapter after all this time. I joke sometimes that the stars have to align for me to write a new chapter for Vargas, it can't be predicted, BUT THAT'S REALLY WHAT IT'S LIKE SOMETIMES.

Really does feel good to get the ball rolling on it again. This fic will follow me to my grave.

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Jul. 16th, 2025 06:13 am
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Mom got around yesterday to making some coffee-flavored ice cream from a recipe from Nigella Lawson.

She mentioned on Uguu Blue while I was at work, that she used some kind of Italian espresso liqueur instead of kahlua to keep it from freezing solid, since the former is less sweet.

Tried some when I got home, but it still tasted just slightly bitter from the alcohol, and I asked if she could use kahlua next time. (Really, I would like to try it without any alcoholic ingredients, in case that would make it taste like what I had at Haagen-Daas before.)
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Happy Wednesday! I'm very scattered this week. I've got the concert on Saturday, and that's where my attention really is. I'm getting through the day, but it's not easy. Saturday morning is going to be really bad. Especially if it's busy like last week. But money is money is money.

Adding to the overall vibe of the week, my article came out on the Johns Hopkins Radiology internal site. It was really well written and looked nice. I'm not going to attach it, since it was the internal site, though I will put a screencap of the blurb, but it really talked me up and I feel like I came off really well. My boss poked me to let me know that they sent it out to the entirety of radiology leadership throughout the health system, and that it was "Quite the email thread," of people I'd helped singing my praises, and them saying they were going to forward it to other employees to use me as the standard, and proof that we make a difference. If nothing else, the email was sent to our team via the big boss, Peg, who apparently now knows my name and face. (It had a picture I provided.) It was kind of a lot to take in.



After that, I struggled through my 8 hours, and then logged off to make more bracelets for the show. My boots actually did come, and are perfect. They're pretty comfortable right off the bat, and look fabulous. I'm going to wear them a couple of hours a day until the concert so they'll be comfy. They're just your standard shit kicker combat boots, but they'll look great with the fishnet leggings and outfit. Tonight, after the leggings come, I may do a full makeup fit check, just to make sure I'm good for the show. If so, I'll post pictures.

Tomorrow, we have a few more things coming, but nothing for the concert. Jess' hair dye is coming today, so that should be awesome. I think we're going to do it tomorrow, since they have a therapy appointment this afternoon and we have a game tonight.

After this concert, I'm going to have such an adrenaline let down. It's been so much fun to get ready, and I've really enjoyed being involved in the chats for the specific venues.

Okay, time to go forth and get myself ready for work. Everyone have an awesome Wednesday! We're halfway there!
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Good lord, between my brain just refusing to shut off last night, and my cat, I feel like I got almost no sleep. I'm okay, just very tired. But it's okay, we shall deal. I don't have anything exciting scheduled for today. I'm just going to get through work, and then I shall be tired and maybe let Jess cook.

I got a bag from Ipsy last night. It's been fun, playing with makeup. I don't know how what I got is going to be in regular rotation, but it's cool. I found a couple of things last night that I picked up, including one last eye shadow palette. It's reds and blacks and silvers, which caught my eye. I'll give them a go and see how they look. This is possibly my cheapest palette, so we'll see what the quality is. If it looks pretty, I could use it for Ghost on Saturday. If not, oh well.

I cannot wait for the rest of my stuff to come in. Tomorrow, Jess' hair dye comes in. They're going to go darkest blue, which should look super cool.

I have an appt on 8/8 to get mine dyed again. I go professional, since most of my hair is grey, which takes dye differently. I wish she'd had something before then, but I just couldn't work it. I'm going like a dark blood red color. Not quite something you can say is unnatural, since redheads exist, but right on the line.

Torrid order #1 comes today, supposedly. When I looked this morning, the last tracking was in Kentucky, so I'm dubious. It would be really helpful if this one came today, but we'll see.

Yesterday, Jess' BPAL order came (in record time). We had so many smellies to go through. I liked a lot of them, especially the ones from the Gourmand imp pack. I do love my food scents. The Incense imp pack was less successful, though Cathedral was nice. My absolute favorite was a freebie they sent along. Scherezade. which lists itself as being red musk, Middle Eastern Spices and Saffron has an amazing scent, and I really love it. It's been on my wrist for almost an hour and has yet to go powdery, which, with my skin composition is fucking amazing. TweedleDee and Knave of Hearts are also really pretty, though I haven't tried them to see if they work on me. Knave of Hearts was a surprise, since I don't normally like rose perfume. But those currant tarts definitely shine in it.

We took Yoda to the vet yesterday. He of course, behaved like a little angel for the vet. The absolute only thing he took exception to was being lifted down after the checkup, when he shrieked in a little piss-baby tantrum. Oh, he also had a tantrum in the waiting area, because I would not let him go meet dogs. (He generally doesn't like dogs, but get him at the vet or the groomer and he's all about going to meet everyone.) It went fine, but was generally stressful, and I'm glad we don't have to do it again for a year.

Okay, time for me to go forth and get myself together. Everyone have an amazing Tuesday!
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Yawn, this morning feels early. Boodle woke me up at 3, but when I shooed her off, she didn't come back til 5:15, which I felt was very kind and considerate of her. She's now had her breakfast, and I'm having mine (by which I mean coffee). Today is sure to be busy, and I need to get ready for it.

It's a full week at work, which is going to be very long, what with the prospect of getting to go away for the second Ghost Concert. I've been very busy getting ready for it. Fans will trade and give away beaded bracelets, so I started making some or them. I tried temporary tattoos, but those didn't work so well. I may give it one more try, but we'll see. I think I may have misunderstood the directions.

I also have been assembling my outfit for the concert. People dress up super gothy for the shows, some dressing as one of the various incarnations of the front man (all the same dude, just different characters.) Some dress in clergy robes or collars, some in nuns habits. I dressed up nice last time, but this time we're going over the top. I found a different shirt in the boxes that's black, adn has billowy diaphanous sleeves. It's super low cut, so I do need to find a necklace of some sort to break up the line between throat and boobs, but I figure a quick trip to Hot Topic will do for that. I also got a nun's veil, which I'm still debating on. I also got some black lipstick, which seems to stay fairly well. I'm going to look a bit over the top, but if you can't have fun, why bother. Plus, I'm also going to look hot. And that makes me happy, even if Bucky Barnes would look at my eyeliner and go "whoa."

I've got a few things coming today, including a big BPAL order, which I'm very excited about. I got the incense and gourmand packages. I'm going to spend this evening sniffing things. Also, my IPSY bag comes today, which should be fun. Usually our mail comes kind of late, but I'm going to stay up til it gets here, dammit.

Yesterday, we had our Strixhaven game. It's a lot of fun, and I finally feel like I have a grip on my character. I'd planned for her to be a kind of sulky goth, but it turns out I'm too practical to even play that. Instead, she's a bit of an Ursula Vernon heroine. She's a lot of fun to play and I'm enjoying her a lot. Our schedules continue to be a mess, so the games are a little way off, but we'll get there. (July-Sept is just brutal.)

This week, we have one possible game on Wednesday, but aside from that, we just have the concert on Saturday. After this, we shall have some quiet time. Games, but no other extravagant outings. Rebuild the savings account a bit.

Then, in August, we have a fandom get together, that I'm very much looking forward to. I'm renting a van, and picking up everyone from DC up at the MARC station and we're going to Rodizio's grill. I love fandom get togethers, and this is a good chunk of people from the TTRPG server. It should be a lot of fun.

Okay, time for me to go forth and get ready for work. Everyone have the best Monday you can Monday!
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I am writing this to link to from the description and news post of Earthbound, blonde girls to brunette, once I have that up, because it's still going to be a while before I have a video up to contextualize certain things (for one thing, there are a couple of things I would like to include from late in Mother 3, which I don't have any footage of yet).

I have mentioned before that, while two generic NPCs could not be cleanly brunified without changing their dresses brown as well (a necklace is all I chose to recolor besides hair), I have also chosen to leave Lardna, the zombie lady in Threed, the Topolla Theater manager, and the Extra Cranky Lady battle sprite all blonde because, as weird as this may sound out of context, sleaze is generally not what brown hair represents to me (and I don't mean products of real-life misogyny, like War Nurse's outfit (despite some actual transgressions I have already addressed before)). A big part of why brunette girls appeal to me so much has to do with Saga, the kind and cheerful human protagonist of A Little Snow Fairy Sugar. While people of any hair color do come in all stripes, someone like Miu from Strawberry Marshmallow is a perfect example of a brunette girl I don’t like, because of how she treats her friends. Admittedly, my tastes are more complex than that (for example, I do somehow find Julie's antics in Scott Pilgrim Takes Off pretty amusing), but Lardna and Miss Fake, unlike Paula, are still not people I would want to end up lumping together with Saga Bergman, Yui Hirasawa, or Sakura Kinomoto.

As for what made Saga so special in the first place, back in 2008, directly following The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Sugar was the second show I started renting on DVD from Netflix, which was what had finally given me some initial momentum to check out anime much more actively than before. Up until then, for all my appreciation of anime as a type of art style, I never really went out of my way to check out actual anime series ever since I got bored with my first two anime in life over 2002 (those being Pokemon and Digimon; the remaining show I was watching then, Mon Colle Knights, simply stopped airing and took me a few years to find unsubbed Japanese DVDs of). Even knowing since ’03 about a site like Robert’s Anime Corner Store, Netflix’s rental service at the time provided a much more cost-effective and convenient means to start checking stuff out through than paying in full for each series or individual volume, especially if I were to end up not liking something, once I caught wind of such a business model. (And yes, almost everything was available for free at the time on YouTube, which was how I watched Ultimate Girls (will be mentioned again soon), but we didn’t yet have Roku to access that through our TV, I didn’t have a laptop, and with our only desktop at the time, my only real seating option for it was in a confined office chair, which would be much less comfortable than on our couch or even my bedroom floor in front of my gaming TV (my bedroom's overall setup actually changed every few months or years).)

While I didn’t think much about Haruhi herself since watching her show’s one season at the time, Saga gradually went on after I finished Sugar to form a common denominator with three other characters, despite fading to the sidelines and then the background until the show’s long-planned turn in July 2024 in a line of anime I started showing my mother late in ‘21.

One of those girls, Mai Tsurugino, was the first main character in a short-lived franchise known as Makeruna! Makendou that I had already been obsessed with by that point. At that time, I had googled multiple times for the OVA (not on YouTube yet; found almost a year later on a site called MegaUploads), and was also trying for months to figure out how to run the PC-FX-exclusive third game on an emulator called Mednafen (decided several later just to order the actual system on eBay), hoping to eventually begin a full-franchise fandub.

The other two, the unused female PC of Pokemon generation I and May of gen III, along with the black-haired male PC from gen II, were previously the planned lead characters of some barely executed fanfic ideas of a friend of mine at the time, whom I then decided upon as the lead characters for what would become one of my main fanfic projects for a decade despite never panning out either. Late in 2005, I had posted a request to a designated board on AdultFanFiction.net, and that was when someone asking to be called Jake met me on AIM to discuss an idea he had involving the gen I PC he decided to name Ellen. Over the next two years, we would discuss one similar idea each involving the other two characters, and then the summer of '08, at some point after I already started watching Sugar, was when I would watch Ultimate Girls and tie all three characters together for one common story I eventually titled Parasitic Trio and then Unwilling Service.

https://dmxrated.dreamwidth.org/2008/07/26/

(The original idea behind it did draw upon UG, but would also line up pretty well with Inukami and this ebook called The Tribulations of Omega Girl. However, it didn't take long for me instead to focus more on how I would turn the whole thing into a game for myself, as a way of reliving the games on my terms, and especially the Pal Park in Sinnoh and both of the Battle Frontiers, two of those each at a point at which the lake guardians would no longer need the protagonists as some sort of "battery". Jake eventually came to hate the whole thing, and I have a tag called "The end with Jake", chronicling what led us to eventually fall out in 2018 (beta-writing was his idea from late in '11), and I grew bored with it myself by '19. Nor does a reboot seem all that likely, due to how much more I've got going on in stark contrast to the circumstances that led me to revive it in the summer of '16 after I originally wrote it off more than a year earlier.)

(Just to address this while I'm on the topic of such a friendship that, actually, should have ended months before I'd conceive of US, while I didn't understand narcissism so much as I do now thanks to YouTube, how I allowed him to remain in my life early in '08 after he pulled some of the same old bullshit I had called him out on just a month earlier, and how justified what he actually said seemed at the time in response to something I said about The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker (something I only read about in Nintendo Power years earlier) looking more like a pirate game than the medieval aesthetic Zelda is known for, is something I have recently addressed on Reddit after figuring out in much more detail in a notebook. You'd think I would've just been done with him after that, but after the respect I had also lost from people on a forum among other things, it just seemed perfectionistic by that point to demand respect from people in general even whenever I say the wrong thing.)

So, yeah... Ellen, May, Mai, Saga... Their simultaneous roles in my life during the summer of '08 are what led me to favor brown hair in particular on cute anime girls. While I didn't originally mind it on jerkasses or villains (for example, Kirika Kure, Sasa Yuuki, and Ayase/Luca Souju were once three of my favorite magical girls in the Puella Magi franchise, to imagine as "Cibi" for my reimagining of the Puellaverse), that changed when I read Ben's entry from Tales From the Cryptkeeper on TV Tropes: Complete Monster: Western Animation (the franchise now has its own page for that trope), decided to look him up, and found myself turned off by one of the furthest things from a cute anime girl, and especially from someone like Saga, having such a feature I normally associate with those (how I failed to notice that before on grown asshole men in other western cartoons such as Bob's Burgers, who knows, maybe I was just watching along). And really, I am not much more fond of Naoko Yamamoto, Calamity Mary's human form from Magical Girl Raising Project, even though she's a female anime character.

Hence why I skipped over three certain characters back in Earthbound.
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Good morning! And somehow we're already to the last day of the weekend. Ew. But it was a good weekend overall, so it's not so bad. Yesterday, I worked til noon, then we took the dog out for a walk and went to see Superman.

Y'all, it's so much fun. It had a little bit of a slow start, but once it really kicked in, it was awesome. Special props to our new Superman David Corenswet, who was an awesome, sympathetic and believable character, in addition to 100% looking the part. But the movie was absolutely stolen by Edi Gathegi (who got to redeem the shitty way Xmen First Class did his character) who killed it as Mr. Terrific. The other standout was the CGI, especially that relating to Krypto, Superman's dog. It was obvious that James Gunn is a dog lover and that he'd dealt with a hyperactive and recalictrant canine in the past. (As the owner of one, I adored the little collections of pixels.)

I felt like the first half of the plot leaned a little too heavy on putting said dog and an equally pixel-made baby in danger, but it didn't stop me from enjoying it. It even managed to make me verklempt a couple of times. In the end, I didn't necessarily believe in the much less complicated and kind world that James Gunn created, but god I wanted to live there.

After that, we went out to dinner, and had a lovely meal, and then came home and relaxed.

I decided that I wanted to participate in the fannish exchange at the next ghost concert, so I got myself a bead kit, and some temporary tattoo paper and am working on making some shit. I don't know that I'll be able to make too much, but we'll see! I've got four bracelets so far.

This is going to be a long week, waiting for the concert at the end. I picked up a third overtime shift for the month, so I'm going to almost pay for the concert or pay for hotel with that, which is awesome.

Okay, it's time for me to go forth and maybe put on some clothes and consider what I want to make for breakfast. Would I prefer pancakes or a dutch baby. I have some bacon to cook, so that'll go with whatever perfectly. Everyone have a stupendous Sunday!
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It's Saturday! We decided to switch Superman to today, since we were both still a little hung over from the concert yesterday, and neither of us was excited about being out late. Today, I work from 8-12, and then we have the movie at 1:30, then the MD German Festival for dinner. It should be a lot of fun, and I'm looking forward to it.

Yesterday, the person who normally makes calls for the team was out, so I was kept jumping. At any given time, I'd have four or five emails of people to call. I got all of them done, so that's something. Scheduled a lot of people for STAT tests.

At about eleven, my boss thanked me again for helping out. He said he'd depleted his balance of points for our in house recognition system, but when they replenished, he was sending some my way, but he also wanted to do something else. He's trying to decide what. (Money is always a good thing. lol)

Cut for some mental health thoughts )

Tomorrow, I have my Strixhaven game, which is always fun. It's a game light weekend, but that's okay. We're going to actually go. out and do things! Movie! German festival! It's going to be a good weekend, I think.

On that note, I'm going to go forth and get myself together. Everyone have an amazing Saturday!
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Day two post concert, and I'm still stiff and sore. I guess I really overdid it during the encore. I had off yesterday, so I'm not as tired as I was, at least. Around 4:30, my energy totally tanked and I was just wiped out. People were lucky that there wasn't much prep work left in dinner, otherwise, we'd have been having just cupcakes. (Yesterday was my father's birthday, so my sister felt we needed to have cupcakes.)

But I pushed through and made a really good French onion soup. I had bought little handled ramekins offline, which is always dangerous, since it's hard to tell how big they are from a picture and from ounces. It worked out well, though. They're just right size., and they're pretty! They handled the oven like a champ, and I melted a nice thing of cheese on top.

The rest of the day was pretty chill. We went to the bank and added Jess to the account, and then had a very low energy, easygoing game. I relaxed for a bit and then chopped a shitton of onions and sauted them while I made some broth in another pan, and added that in with pepper, sherry and a fuckton of thyme. (might have overdone that a bit, but it tasted good.

Today, it's back to work, for what will hopefully be a quiet day. Afterwards, we shall go see Superman. It's gotten great reviews, some from people I trust, so I'm looking forward to it.

Tomorrow, I work til noon, and then we shall go see the Ooompah bands at the German Festival. I'm looking forward to trying the food and walking around. I'm sure it'll be super fun.

The Londontown Lakur continues to be pretty solid. My nails are still pretty, even after a concert and typing a lot. My sister fell in love with both the formula and the brush, and bought a few, including a moonstone chrome topper that I covet.

I'm still wandering around the house singing Ghost songs quietly to myself. There really isn't anything I would have done differently for the concert. The sedan service, the VIP tickets, everything was stellar. I'm looking forward to seing them again in Philly. We don't have sedan service there or VIP, but we do have good seats and a hotel shuttle, which I am appreciative of. I'm seriously considering getting a crafty side and making some bracelets to give out/trade. I have no talent, but since it's just stringing beads, I think I could do it.

Okay, time to go forth and get myself together. Everyone have an absolutely banger Friday!

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Maybe a month or two ago, more or less, the announcement of a TV show by Amazon based on The Murderbot Diaries by Martha Wells caught my attention enough to make me decide to read the first one via audiobook. I love it! The main character, a part-organic construct (like a robot with organic components including a cloned human brain) who calls itself Murderbot, is highly introverted and is very autistic-coded. It hates eye contact, it has powerful social anxiety, and despite what it calls itself, it doesn't actually like killing (though it is very good at killing), and its favorite activity is watching thousands of hours of entertainment media downloaded from the feed. In the first book, it hacks its governor module to free itself from its slavery, but continues to do its job anyway, just watching entertainment media in its spare time, or even sometimes as it's doing its job. Its favorite series is something called "Sanctuary Moon." (I use it/its pronouns for it here because that's what it uses. Though it is definitely male-presenting. But it has no genitals. It's a SecUnit, not a SexUnit. Sec=Security)

Anyway, it's a very good series, each book short enough that the audiobooks are over in three hours, and until a couple days ago, I thought Martha Wells was a new author. But her name was oddly familiar to me the whole time, and a couple days ago I figured out why: she's the same author who wrote a book I read in or around high school, called "City of Bones," which was one of my favorites at the time because the fantasy world was a rare one that took place not in a "medieval Europe" type fantasy world, but was inspired by various Arabian / Muslim cultures with maybe a touch of ancient Egypt thrown in, IIRC. What I loved so much about that book was that it was new, inventive, it had a non-standard setting, and the main character was an artificial human species that had been created to survive the harsh new environment. See, something happened to that world that rendered most of it a desert, and when it happened, the survivors weren't sure they would be able to adapt, so they made this new species. Surprise to them, both species survived and flourished anyway. This new species of humans were marsupials where both sexes have pouches for the babies (or maybe just the men?), they needed less water, and they could always sense true north. There may have been other changes, but it's been so long since I read it. All I remember of the plot was that the main character, one of the marsupial people, was an artifacts smuggler who put artifacts in his pouch sometimes even though it hurt him to do that. Oh and something where some of the artifacts he found had been involved in whatever had turned most of the world into a desert, and he was instrumental in preventing it from happening again, I think? I may need to re-read it.

For whatever reason, even though I adored that book, I never read anything else Martha Wells wrote until finding the Murderbot Diaries, didn't even go looking for anything else she wrote, and I don't recall why. I didn't realize she was the same author who wrote City Of Bones until I looked her up on Goodreads and found that she was a prolific fantasy author before switching to scifi to write the Murderbot series, and spotted City Of Bones on the list. So now I'm planning to look at her other books and find one to read once I get through both Murderbot Diaries and another series I'm reading, "The Extraordinary Adventures of the Athena Club Series" by Theodora Goss.

Now THAT series is basically "many of the classic scifi books from the beginning of scifi are all true and all take place in the same world." The first book starts out focusing on Mary Jekyll, daughter of Doctor Jekyll. We eventually meet daughters of such characters as Mr. Hyde, Dr. Moreau, Dr. Frankenstein, Van Helsing, and others. One of these introduced me to an obscure classic story about a scientist's daughter who spends so much time around poisonous plants that she becomes poisonous herself. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rappaccini%27s_Daughter Oh, and Sherlock Holmes is in the series as well, along with Irene Norton nee Adler. I do wonder if we'll also be meeting people from Sir Doyle's other stories, like Professor Challenger from "The Lost World."

I'm currently on the second book in that series, "European Travel for the Monstrous Gentlewoman." Book one was "The Strange Case of the Alchemist's Daughter."
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Greetings on this somewhat gray Thursday. I am returned from the Ghost concert and good lord, I'm exhausted. I am not young anymore. I found to my annoyance that I cannot stand for 2 hours straight--I had to take breaks to sit here and there.

The day went well. I had work in the morning, which was good. Otherwise, I think I would have been vibrating all day. As it was, I only had four hours. We relaxed for a couple of hours, and then I started getting ready. I went all out on the makeup, full Bucky Barnes eyeliner, and some pretty blue and gold eyeshadow. I got my Laura Geller foundation, and I really like it. Next time, I might get the lighter shade, but it still looks good and it didn't get cakey. Then I slid on my outfit, picture below the cut. Finally, my nail polish arrived, and I got pretty nails. Side note, Lakur nail polish? Goes on super smooth. We'll see how it wears, but no complaints so far. Jess had their therapy session and not long after they finished, the car had arrived to whisk us to dinner. (I say car, but it was a big ole GMC SUV that you had to clamber up into.)

I did not plan dinner well. We got there about 4:15, only to find that it didn't open until 5. Whoopsie. It was okay, we just went somewhere else, but no tapas for me. We got down the arena around 5:45, and quickly found the VIP entrance. They had a pretty well oiled machine, you went in, gave your name and ID, and they welcomed you and handed you a cool VIP lanyard, and your free gift, a Ghost branded Yeti bottle and a bag, then you moved down to get your wristband, and the concierge asked if you needed anything off a list of things that included earplugs, bandaids, hair ties and something I appreciated, feminine hygiene products. I didn't need any, but it seemed somehow a little revolutionary that a metal band actually thought about that for their fans.

Then we were into the venue and they got our tickets scanned and headed down to the Yondr booth, where they bagged our phones into little pouches. Ghost is very strict on no phones in their shows, and honestly, I agreed, it made it a much more immersive experience to not have the screen lights and all the people filming. Then, we sat for a while.

Our seats were floor, which was not my best decision, as we had a pretty heavily obstructed view. In my defense, for wrestling, they've always used risers for the floor seats.

The show was excellent. They sounded amazing. I started sitting for the songs I didn't know, which was a handful. I'm going to have to brush up before Philly! The first half, I was sitting a bit, but then towards the end, the hits really kicked in, and I was up and dancing. The encore was three of my favorite songs, ending on my absolute favorite.

The set design was amazing, and the band sounded SO good. It was 100% obvious that they don't use any vocal tricks on the album, because they sounded just the same.

All in all, loved it, can't wait for Philly!

And having the car service to deal with the ride home was so nice. We just headed out and met him at the designated spot, and he took care of the rest. It was awesome.

Today will be a mostly relaxing day. We do have a meeting at the bank to add Jess to the new account, and then we have a couple of hour game. Hopefully they don't mind if I'm a little hoarse.

Tomorrow, since my meeting was pushed out, I'll be at work, then we're going to see Superman.

Pictures of my outfit beneath the cut.

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I felt totally fancy.

And now, I shall go forth and get myself somewhat together. Everyone have an excellent Thursday!

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